By
Ingrid Nickelsen
Genres:
Paranormal/ Fantasy Romance
Published:
February 25 2013
Word
count: Approx 109 000
Pages:
ebook 328
Blurb:
When one story ends, another begins.
Evangeline lived a long fulfilling life. Loving mother
and wife, she had everything she could wish for…until a tragic car accident
took it all away from her.
Awakening in a new world with the body of a young
woman, Evangeline doesn’t remember anything about her life, not even her own
name. Luckily she has godparents to help guide her in this new society of the
dead. As she struggles to fit in, deep inside, she can sense something is
missing, a part of her that she can’t recall. When a mysterious man claims he
can help get her memory back if she agrees to keep their nocturnal meetings a
secret, she can’t refuse. Everything about him screams trouble, but she can’t
seem to stay away. Every moment spent with him makes her feel alive again.
Is she really prepared to unveil her past completely,
from beginning to end? Everything is not as it seems in her new found home, and
her new life may also end in tragedy.
Rest in fear, Evangeline.
My Review:
I wasn’t so sure about this book, but when I got past 50%, it was soooooooo good! Like Oh s***, and OMG!!! Some of the things I did not expect to happen. I was so sure on how this book was going to end, but was I WRONG!
First you meet Evangeline, she was a great wife, mom and grandma. On her way to meet with her daughter, her car crashes, and she is killed. She wakes up in a place that she doesn’t know. Heaven? Hell? Or is she really dead? There are so many questions going through my head, at this point. When Eve, gets to this new place, she is assigned to these “Godparents”, who are there to help Eve, remember who she is. Not long after Eve arrived, she meets this HOT guy! (Okay, he sounds hot!), he claims that he can help Eve remember who she is, if she wanted his help. Throughout the book, Eve, meets a lot of people. But can she trust them? Not everything is as it seems, in this new world Eve, is living in.
Ingrid Nicklesen, thank you so much, for letting me read this book, and sucking me into that new world with Eve! :)
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Excerpt:
"Everything's gonna be okay."
Everything is going to be okay. I should repeat it to myself like a broken
record. Everything is going to be okay. Everything is going to be okay. Why
does it seem like these words have lost all their meaning?
"I promise." He embraces my waist to push me closer to his warm
chest.
"How is it going to be okay?" I shake my head, unable to restrain
my tears from rolling down my burning cheeks. "How? He's dead!"
I bury my face into his collarbone to stifle my crying, listening to
nothing else but the sound of his beating heart. I feel it pounding fast and
hard, matching mine. It makes me cry even more. I don't want him to be strong
for the both of us. That, too, isn't fair.
He puts his hand on the back of my head. "I'm so sorry."
I curl up against him and move my head slightly to glance at the dark
ocean. This sandy beach is my favorite place on earth. This is where he kissed me for
the first time. This is the place that always reminds me someone truly loves
me, and sometimes it's just enough to chase the hurt. This is my haven.
At least it was, until now.
I ran to meet him here as soon as my little brother released my hand in his
hospital bed. I knew he wouldn't force me to speak, and he didn't. He just held
me close. It took the time of a wave dying in the vast ocean's arms for me to
fall down in a faint, my legs quaking like an aspen leaf. His grip was so tight
he fell to his knees, too, resolute not to abandon me in my rare moment of
weakness.
It feels so good to be weak. I don't care if my face is washed with tears
or if I have red rims around my eyes. I need this loss of myself. I need him
and my haven.
"I'm sorry, Eve. So sorry." He sighs, clasping me tighter against
him to calm me down. "I wish I could do something, anything to relieve
your pain. I hate being so helpless," he hisses between clenched teeth.
"It kills me."
I peek up at him, trying to find a light of hope, but I see nothing.
Tonight, I'm more aware than anyone that love isn't possession. It doesn't
stand still. My world can fly away in the blink of an eye, and there's
absolutely nothing I can do to fight the ruthless, cold, and brutal wind that
likes to come without calling.
"I…I just want…the world to disappear," I choke out between my
sobs. The thick air is getting unbearable, harder to breathe. I press my hand
against my breastbone. It hurts. It hurts too much. "I can't live anymore,
I don't want to. Not like this. Please make it stop," I beg him.
"Just make it stop. It hurts."
He holds my face in his hands to make sure I meet his serious gaze.
"Listen to me," he says slowly, scanning my face as he speaks.
"I'm on your side. There are times when I wish I could escape this crazy
world. But you know what? It'd be a terrible mistake to switch our life off if
we get the chance."
I vaguely wipe my face with the back of my hand, lowering my gaze.
"Yes, you can be hurt and awfully bruised inside," he continues,
gently tucking a stray lock of hair behind my ear. "Sometimes you get so
scared to face the day you could suffocate. But I love you."
His last words take me by surprise. I know he does. I just didn't expect
him to say them now.
"I love you," he says again, his voice catching ever so slightly.
He strokes my face once more. "I don't want to switch my life off… because
you are my life."
I feel paralyzed for a brief moment. It doesn't make any sense. Who am I
supposed to thank for the love he's offering me? Are they the same odds that
are against me tonight? Those who first harm me to bless me next?
I desperately love him. I do. So much. He's always been my hero, and
logically speaking, a hero is supposed to be indestructible. He'll be here,
until the end of time. I have to be sure of that. I want to be sure of that.
"He's gone." I shrug sadly, more tears falling out of my eyes.
"He'll never be seventeen. I'll never get the chance to see him anymore.
Never again…It's over." I try to put together in a wrecked breath, willing
for more comfort.
"No, he's not. He's right here," he says, pointing at my
hammering heart. "He's probably in a better world now."
I instinctively look up at the starry sky with a broken smile. I hope he
is. He deserves to be.
"Eve." He tips my chin down to hold my gaze. "Maybe now is
the time to share what's in your heart, too. There's no forever."
I quickly shake my head.
"Don't say that." I take a long, ragged breath. I really don't
know how to breathe anymore. "We have time."
The disappointed light in his eyes is his only reply.
He bends down instead, and softly puts his lips close enough to touch mine.
His hands travel up my cheeks and fondle my hair as he gives me a tender kiss.
These are the ones I love the most. Our breath mingles together as I forget the
world around us, and just like that, the ache begins to vanish little by
little.
Not entirely, but just enough for the dizziness to take over so I may
abandon myself in my most secured place.
His arms.
He knows I want to say those three words. I just need more time.
Author
Bio:
Ingrid Nickelsen
Ingrid is a 23-year-old French girl, college student,
and dreamer. She currently resides in Paris Montmartre , or even the
fancy cafés in the Champs Elysées, she would easily trade it all for a nice
walk in the woods with her schnauzer, Golden. She is always craving adventures,
and finds that books are the cheapest way to travel to far-away lands. She is
inwardly convinced that words have the power to heal the worst blisters on our
hearts, or at least can make us forget about them for a little while. And
sometimes, it is just enough to face another crazy day.
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Thank YOU for reading it! I'm glad you enjoyed it :)
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